I think i have shed every tear that can come out of my eyes,the next thing is to wait and see what God has in store for me,because right now i do not seriously have any understanding of the direction in which my life is taking.
I have spoken and thought positively as i can but things just seem to be spiralling downward and at a very fast rate.I can’t for the life of me understand why i have to go through this. At this point in my life i am not even thinking or aspiring to be great,just to get by is what i want now.A friend says that things are always the toughest just before dawn,well i don’t know if i believe that any more.
Going for bible study tonight and we are actually going to discuss about faith.I have told myself i will not contribute today,just sit down and listen cause seriously I don’t even know if i can say anything with certainty.
Yeah,I know you might say here she comes again with her pity party,but the truth is i really needed to let out what i have been feeling for the past few days and my blog was just the best way for me to do it.As i am writing now ,i think of it as my journal and that no one is reading this post,because seriously i have to release this pent up emotion somewhere.
You might say prayer,but right now i can’t even bring myself to do that,every atom of strength and faith i seem to have lost,maybe bible study will help today.
Why do i have to be in this situation,seriously why?
I pray God helps you. Just as the word of God says, If anyone suffers, make it known to God (1 Peter 4:16, James 5 vs 13). He understands what you are going through. Please try to say a little prayer like the man in Mark 9 vs 24 who said father I believe, help my unbelief.Its at this point God power is made manifest (In our time of weakness His power is strongest).
ReplyDeleteDont give up..Keep trusting God. Encourage yourself with the word of God just as David encouraged himself when his son and Ahithophel were plotting against him.. May God strengthen you through this time of your life. Be patient because at His time, he does make all things beautiful..
Hugs..:)God bless you..
Thank you,will read the scriptures you suggested
ReplyDeleteMy sister, I pray for God to comfort and strengthen you. His strength is mad perfect in weakness. Also read Psalm 34. David always found himself in trouble, but he found that the Lord was his faithful deliverer. I can testify that this is true. Don't give up dearie.
ReplyDeleteThanks very much dear.Missed you,glad you are back.
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