I think i have shed every tear that can come out of my eyes,the next thing is to wait and see what God has in store for me,because right now i do not seriously have any understanding of the direction in which my life is taking.
I have spoken and thought positively as i can but things just seem to be spiralling downward and at a very fast rate.I can’t for the life of me understand why i have to go through this. At this point in my life i am not even thinking or aspiring to be great,just to get by is what i want now.A friend says that things are always the toughest just before dawn,well i don’t know if i believe that any more.
Going for bible study tonight and we are actually going to discuss about faith.I have told myself i will not contribute today,just sit down and listen cause seriously I don’t even know if i can say anything with certainty.
Yeah,I know you might say here she comes again with her pity party,but the truth is i really needed to let out what i have been feeling for the past few days and my blog was just the best way for me to do it.As i am writing now ,i think of it as my journal and that no one is reading this post,because seriously i have to release this pent up emotion somewhere.
You might say prayer,but right now i can’t even bring myself to do that,every atom of strength and faith i seem to have lost,maybe bible study will help today.
Why do i have to be in this situation,seriously why?
