HELLO EVERYONE

Hi everyone,its been a long time i know,sorry about that.Life is a road, you can never tell what lies ahead,a curve,a T-junction,a roundabout ,an animal running into the street,you are not even sure of  fellow road users etc,the only thing you pray for, is that when you get to such moments,that you make the right decision and you are ready for it.Been feeling low for a while and just really could not bring myself to blog,i had a lot of questions on my mind,things i believed in i started to doubt,it just seemed like i was losing my mind,its kind of hard cause you put up a front before family and friends yet you are dying silently,i now begin to understand what goes on in the mind of people who have committed suicide.

I was going through some of the blogs i visit and i saw something funny,Neefemi of Diary of an Unpaid Intern had a post titled’ TELL GOD’ and the very first lines of the post were ‘Someone needs to tell God –I AM NOT JOB'.I found it funny but at the same time totally understood where she was coming from,i have come to those areas in my life road that i mentioned above and i will just say it is the grace of God that is holding me up.

For most of the bible study and Sunday sermons i have discussed and heard from my pastor here in Milan,there is one verse that keeps reoccurring and that is Rom 8: 28 ‘ And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God,to those who are the called according to His purpose’.It may be tough right now,the future does not seem clear,everything is not going according to plan but i know this one thing ‘the steps of the righteous are ordered by God'.In all this i have learnt to be fully dependent on God, and He has not disappointed me,just when you think ,this is the end He steps in right on time.I know this is a learning phase for me and i want to come out as gold,truth be told i asked for this,but like they say be careful what you ask for.

Last two Sundays my pastor while preaching said for us to take this three phrases with us this year as it pertains our relationship with God and what he can do in our lives.

• Is anything too hard for God ?
• Is God’s power limited?
• All things are possible with God .

He was preaching about Gideon and how God lead him to victory against the Midianites,one thing struck me during the message ,when God shows up in your situation you will have no doubt that it is Him and not your own strength also that impossible situations are God’s specialty.

I live each day with the knowledge that God is on my side.

This is not the post i initially  set out to write ,i just said to myself that i would say a few word about why i have been MIA,but this is what came out,i actually had something that i was angry about to write on,but i think you need to voice out issues in order to clear them from your system.While i had been quiet on my blog,i had often wondered what event would make me blog again,that i will write about in my next post.

Thanks to all who encouraged me by leaving  comments on my blog.When i started this blog i never intended to have people read it talk more of having followers but you all have been wonderful.Thank you.

CIAO

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